malicefool

the inner-monologue gets a little too loud sometimes, it's hard to turn it down. trying to give myself the space to be a human being with flaws and failures. it's okay to fail. (NO IT'S NOT, YOU STUPID FUCK!) it's okay to say and do stupid things sometimes. (ARE YOU NUTS? WHY DO YOU LET YOURSELF LIVE??) i'm going through a very difficult transitional time, and people will forgive me for falling to pieces now and again. (THEY'RE ALL LAUGHING AT YOU, YOU MORON!) i'm my own worst critic. (see previous, all caps.) but if i can just get through the next few weeks, the world will open up for me. (A WORLD OF PAIN AND SUFFERING -- GIVE UP, DUMMY.)