trashed

part of me gearing up for my move is trying to throw out a lot of stuff.

when i walked out this mourning, i found all this shit i'd thrown out strewn about the sidewalk -- and around the building. including a dry-erase board that i don't think i'd wiped off. it was very unsettling, but i had to get to work.

i've been feeling very uneasy all mourning. from the time i woke up. like i want to claw my skin off. i need to calm down. hit the gym during my lunch hour to try to even myself out. i am feeling very sick.