met a morph osis

guns guns guns guns
knives knives knives knives
bricks
bones

guess all those fucking lunatics were right, i AM emotionally unstable!!! (you would be too if you were surrounded by all those fucks.)

rehearsal for thursday night's cancelled. i was a little pissed because one of my actresses is a stupid fucking {expletive}, but this is actually the best news i've gotten all year. i thought working on this show would be a fun diversion, a chance to meet some new people, a chance to explore the art. it's just been a fucking chore. i got two hours to get through tonight and i'm off of it till sunday night. raise the red lantern.

i'm feeling particularly malevolent and carcinogenic.