arkham

god damn actors...

last night was supposed to be my one full cast rehearsal before the show. two of my actors backed out at the last minute. i've only had one rehearsal with those two actors. the actors i had were still shaky with their lines. i've worked in some pretty amateur situations, but i have never had to chase after actors as much as i have with this motherfucking show. i thought i had some bad experiences in the past, but at least people showed up to the fucking rehearsals.

the stupid thing is, these fuckers actually paid $50 to act in this fucking show. i'm just a director. they're the ones who have to go onstage and make asses of themselves. with all the shit i'm dealing with right now, this show's just a fucking farce.

i get some purple heart for this fucking year? jesus titty-fucking christ.