sunspots

sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
sometimes i forget i'm alive
i feel it coming and i've gotta get out of its way
i hear it calling and i come cuz i can't disobey...

some days are black. even when there's no reason for them to be. maybe it's the lack of sleep and the overclocked head and the bad dreams i can't even remember. how can i feel so relaxed and so strung out at the same time?