stuck in reverse

I'm really hungry right now but I don't feel like getting something to eat because I don't think it'll make me feel better.

Does that make no sense to you?

Perhaps it's because you're not entirely batshit like me.

I feel like I'm on the cusp of everything coming together *or* everything spiraling out of control. It's the point where you have to step up your game because you have no other alternatives.

What about death, Malice? Death is always an alternative. So comforting and--

NO.

Not just yet. That'll happen soon enough. We've got things to do before then.

Sunday. Late morning. A lot to do today. Need to keep my head together.

Everything is fine.

Everything is fine.

Everything is fine.