She never loved me!!! (Why would anyone??)

You know what's great? You know what's really lovely? Pining after someone who never loved you. That is absolutely tops. Self-respecting and sun-shiney.

I need to erase these memories. They linger and eat away at me. I wish they'd just disappear. The fond memories need to go.

They aren't real. And even if they were, they're not helpful to me.

I need out of this. Time doesn't heal. It scabs. It scars.

I need better things to happen for me sooner. This is not working.

One day... things are going to get easier.