garbage

picture book!
of people with each other,
to prove they loved each other
a long time ago...
- ray davies

the great purge continued last night, at ye old fortress of solitude. i swear, the majority of my effort needs to be spent figuring out how to get rid of most of the shit in that place -- coz i sure ain't takin' half of it with me.

found an old stack of pictures lodged in a bookshelf last night. a quick flip-through and a cringe. then -- trash. some people have a weird thing about throwing away pictures. and there is something sad about it, when you stop to think...

but that's the trick: you can't stop and think. you've just got to do it. because if you stop and think, even for a moment, then nothing in the world makes any sense anymore. and you start getting that old, familiar urge to paint the ceiling the color of your brains.

so, that's the lesson of the day, kids: run away. run as far as you can see. and whatever you do, don't ever look back. because it will motherfucking destroy you.

[i see you out there... YOU HEAR ME?!?]