Liminality

I am tired. I should eat something. I dislike this feeling I've been having lately. Hunger without appetite. It is Saturday evening and I've been a recluse all day because of the thrilling/stormy day/night I had yesterday. I am trying to write. I am trying to keep my emotions in check. I am trying to have some faith in the universe. I am trying not to make myself sick. I need to treat myself better. I need to calm down. I need to let go.