my fake smile

i'm tired of smiling. someone once told me that the act of smiling -- even if you don't feel like it -- can make you happier. what utter bullshit. i think i'm more miserable than ever. my body's rejecting my fake smile. yet i've got to keep it going through today and tomorrow, while i finish this special project @ work.

but it's okay. long weekend ahead. i'll kill some homeless people and feel right as rain again.