why'd ya sing Hallelujah if it means nothin to ya...?

i feel like i've been run over by a freight train this mourning. got what i wanted to get done this weekend, but i completely fucked up my sleep pattern. barely slept thursday and friday. slept a bit more saturday into sunday. got my standard 5 hours last night. still, i am in daze today...

feels like autumn in new york city. sunny and cool/cold on the way to work. i suspect something has gone horribly wrong with the seasons. we had our winter. skipped spring for a week of summer. now we're in fall again.

don't you love blog entries about the weather? it's like we're stuck in an elevator together, trying to fill the void of awkwardness.

fewer official social responsibilities this week/weekend. i look forward to this. i can take a vacation in my head.