fell on black days

it's my pop's birthday today. does this mean i have to call? i already sent him $60 (+$20 shipping) worth of seafood. maybe i send email. i spoke to him TWICE last week. that's absurd. i know he helped create me, but is that something that should be rewarded?

been busy at work, but i'm at my "hiding desk" today. it's just a matter of time before people know i'm here. till that happens, i can quietly reflect on what i've become.

begin reflecting...