forget the future

i don't know how people work 5(+) days a week. i can barely manage my 4 days. though it forces me to get up in the mourning, so perhaps it's been "good" for me. but i hate to have a positive outlook on anything...

when did drinking every day make a person a "heavy drinker"? it's not like i get plastered every day. last night, one drink. the night before, one drink. the night before, maybe 4 drinks. ok, last week i probably drank quite a lot, but i had to direct a scene and work with tempermental "actors" and boo hoo hoo...!

why is it only tuesday? have i not suffered enough for the sins of this world?