Low

had to ditch a big group of friends last night coz i was dry hacking like there was no tomorrow. i actually felt WORSE yesterday. how could i possibly be getting WORSE?! i woke up at 4am with a nose bleed...

jesus, i feel like i've been sick forever. and this fucking unrelenting weather ain't helping every time i gotta step outside. i've already missed so much work, i'm living off imaginary money. what a depressing place i'm in!!!

first meeting/rehearsal for my BUTCHERHOUSE reading this afternoon. have to try to keep it together. inspire confidence, rather than pity.

it's going to be a long week...