FAIL

just managed to hit the gym 4 days this week instead of 5 because i am a big, fat loser, and nobody likes me, and this is exactly why i will die alone. a lonely, painful death would be what i deserved if i kept this up. i haven't gotten enough writing done and i've let other things fall by the wayside for no proper reason. except that i suck at life and i need to do better because fat, ugly things like me have to work harder than everyone else.