wicker man

i am exhausted.

we got the film done in record time and i certainly had enough time to get more sleep, but last night was the first full night of sleep i got, and i just feel ragged this mourning.

kind of an empty feeling now that it's over and out of my hands. even if i win, i got nobody to share the good news with. ok, i guess i've got friends, but who needs friends?

ha ha, i'm a jerk.

hope we win. we gotta at least place. but i just want to win. i will be quite a poor loser. just watch me.