high anxiety

one last blog for the day, to keep my mind off tonight. i'm freaking out. i hope i don't pass out before the session begins. (from anxiety, not from alcohol, thankyouverymuch...)

i've been living off of my netflix subscription the past number of months. when you've got nothing else you're looking forward to in your life, at least you can look forward to a few dvd movies in the mailbox. how... horrifyingly depressing.

anyway, i've hit one of those dead spots where i've just sent back all 3 dvd rentals and the netflix warehouse hasn't received them yet, so i probably won't get the next 3 dvds in my queue until... friday or saturday?! SONUVABITCH!

i guess i could always watch a few of the billion dvds that i actually own until then... but it's not as much fun as getting a dvd in the mail...

I NEED TO SCREAM!!!