when i'm god, everyone dies!!

i went to god just to see
and i was looking at me
saw heaven and hell were lies
when i'm god, every dies

scar/ can you feel my power
shoot here and the world gets smaller
scar/ scar/ can you feel my power
one shot and the world gets smaller...!


last day on the hook for the week. unhook me and let me descend.

therapy sucked last night. it's probably good i've just got one more visit with that person. why is it so difficult to find someone real in this world? to quote the movie "gothika": "you can't trust someone when they think you're crazy..."

dinner with unkle burn burn was good. always good to talk to, that one. always good for getting a little perspective in a storm. he and i are going to be starting a punk rock band called the Neo Orphans. (our more extreme moniker is "the everlasting cock-blockers".) we just need someone to learn us to play our guitars.

i am so far gone, i don't know who i am anymore.

i am an ex.

an ex-person. an ex-human.

i am so destroyed, i have become something else. something beyond death. something hatefully, hatefully new.

i am your shit... you should be ashamed of what you have eaten...

sleep deeply, my pretties. i'll see you when you close your eyes tonight.