Anger. Frustration.

Remember when I used to vent on this blog?

I've been holding back.

For. A while.

On so many fronts because I've been so cautious. Because I sincerely believe this blog has directly ruined things for me.

HISTORICALLY RUINED THINGS FOR ME.

Even now, I'm being somewhat oblique because I do not want this to be a thing.

I... hate... right now... I am so unhappy with a lot of what's happening in my life right now, and I am biting on it because I am trying to be patient.

It's mid-April. The year is still young. We will see what we will see. It's going to be okay.