and all that could have been

how i've grown to despise the anniversaries. those calendar days infused with some greater meaning, some precious significance. milestones to collect, to mount on the wall, to pin to your fucking sleeve.

now, they're just reminders of all that was, and all that could have been...

no offense to any of the people i spent time with this weekend, but i've just had a lousy 4 days.

one day, a great flood will come and flush away all of this shit...

while you're waiting, you can play with this or watch this.