midnight radio

toyed with calling in sick today. just didn't feel like going in.

instead, i'm here. early.

passed out around 9:45 last night. woke up around 2:30a. couldn't get back to sleep. finished that book i was reading.

it's different being at work in the morning when you've been up for a few hours, instead of just a few minutes.

but i knew i'd feel better if i made it through the day at work. it's like a war. another notch in the belt. gotta horde those sick days. the year's just begun. and if i feel like it, maybe i can whip up some tears later and leave early. if i feel like it.

i'm so glad so many of my lonely guy friends have hooked up and found girlfriends/soulmates. i could not be happier for them. really. i wish them all the happiness i would wish upon the children i will never have.

it's such a perfect day. i'm glad i spent it with you. oh, such a perfect day. you just keep me hanging on...

(you're gonna reap just what you sow...)