It happened so gradually and yet so suddenly.
Significant others. Children. Then... nothing.
Suddenly, I have no social life because all my friends have sacrificed their social lives for the sake of breeding.
Today was a dark day. Between the madness of work and a bleak, black incident that stained every waking minute of today... it was a bad day. And although I had nothing and no one waiting for me at home, I could not wait to retreat to my dark corner of earth to hide from the cruelty of the world for a spell.
I wish I were dead. Death would be so easy. Not existing.
Maybe I can kill myself before this gig is done -- that'll really put a wrench in their production.
No positive spins tonight. I am completely heartbroken.